Drowning in you

Covered in a blanket of us
I drip deep thoughts
and weep wet sorrow.
My lips are smeared with a memory
My hands clenched tightly beat a wall
Red drops of anger run down my arms
A scream from my throat
The sleeping souls awaken
Grieving you over and over
My head breaks through
I gasp air, like liquid it fills me
I sink again
A hand reaching
calling
Begging
Pleading
I turn swim away
Water is warm I say
I will stay a little longer
A voice..............singing like a siren
In wait.